I apologize to those of you that saw me worth your time to give me a critique on my Akita Head. I was a fool to treat it as I did. You wouldn't have bothered if I wasn't worth it for some reason or another. After much thought on how to fix my behavior, because I have a history of doing this and multiple people telling me the same thing, I realize why I keep doing this.
I was afraid, basically, to change what I had. Plain and simple. Fear got the best of me and this is truly what fear does, it causes caustic or crazy, maybe mean, behavior. It manifests in most unpleasant ways. I realize this now. It's no excuse, but hey, I figured myself out for once. I have trouble pinpointing my own behavior sometimes. I think everyone does before someone lets them know.
I'm afraid to change what I worked so hard to make. I put so many hours into this and when people told me what to fix before I sold it I was basically like, "WHAAT?! DO YOU NOT KNOW MY SITUATION?!! NO! I SPENT HOW MANY HOURS ON THIS?! I NEED MONEY FOR MY OWN SUIT FOR A CON! IF NOT THIS, WHERE IS MY MONEY GOING TO COME FROM?! WHAT IF I SCREW IT UP AND CAN'T FIX IT BACK IN THE TIME FRAME I WANT TO?!"
More or less. I panicked. It's really silly, though. It really is. I made excuses to mask my fear.
There was really no reason for that, but I, personally, get so hellbent on something, too much for my own good, that if something changes suddenly, doesn't work out the way I hoped, or is going to cause me more trouble, I freak out, more or less. Doing this online has never been too much of an issue until now. Believe me, this happens a bit in my real life too. It's just fear. NOthing more nothing less.
Anyways, I thought I would say that. I still feel embarrassed as all get out, and very mad at myself for not figuring out this issue with my attitude sooner. It would have helped me so much to not be so scaredy-cattish with what people were telling me. Fear is a major issue with me and my art too so I'll have to work on not allowing it to control my growth. :/
After people have pointed out my previous posts to me, I didn't realize how erratic, random, inconsistent, and unprofessional I was about what I needed help with, why, is it or is it not for sale, and several other things. I went back and read them all and it's like, "Oh...they weren't kidding. I didn't realize I was THAT unorganized."
Without guidelines I really am.
So, I'm going to ask this because I NEED it with this. For the sake of selling ANYTHING in the future that is Fursuit related,
Could someone type out a diagram in a reply of what I NEED to mention for the sake of selling a fursuit or a fursuit head? If I can see it, save it and use it, I would appreciate that. I would make my own, but I know I'll leave something out. If someone that has experience selling before could do that for me, I would appreciate it. Hopefully, this doesn't happen anymore.
I was afraid, basically, to change what I had. Plain and simple. Fear got the best of me and this is truly what fear does, it causes caustic or crazy, maybe mean, behavior. It manifests in most unpleasant ways. I realize this now. It's no excuse, but hey, I figured myself out for once. I have trouble pinpointing my own behavior sometimes. I think everyone does before someone lets them know.
I'm afraid to change what I worked so hard to make. I put so many hours into this and when people told me what to fix before I sold it I was basically like, "WHAAT?! DO YOU NOT KNOW MY SITUATION?!! NO! I SPENT HOW MANY HOURS ON THIS?! I NEED MONEY FOR MY OWN SUIT FOR A CON! IF NOT THIS, WHERE IS MY MONEY GOING TO COME FROM?! WHAT IF I SCREW IT UP AND CAN'T FIX IT BACK IN THE TIME FRAME I WANT TO?!"
More or less. I panicked. It's really silly, though. It really is. I made excuses to mask my fear.
There was really no reason for that, but I, personally, get so hellbent on something, too much for my own good, that if something changes suddenly, doesn't work out the way I hoped, or is going to cause me more trouble, I freak out, more or less. Doing this online has never been too much of an issue until now. Believe me, this happens a bit in my real life too. It's just fear. NOthing more nothing less.
Anyways, I thought I would say that. I still feel embarrassed as all get out, and very mad at myself for not figuring out this issue with my attitude sooner. It would have helped me so much to not be so scaredy-cattish with what people were telling me. Fear is a major issue with me and my art too so I'll have to work on not allowing it to control my growth. :/
After people have pointed out my previous posts to me, I didn't realize how erratic, random, inconsistent, and unprofessional I was about what I needed help with, why, is it or is it not for sale, and several other things. I went back and read them all and it's like, "Oh...they weren't kidding. I didn't realize I was THAT unorganized."
Without guidelines I really am.
So, I'm going to ask this because I NEED it with this. For the sake of selling ANYTHING in the future that is Fursuit related,
Could someone type out a diagram in a reply of what I NEED to mention for the sake of selling a fursuit or a fursuit head? If I can see it, save it and use it, I would appreciate that. I would make my own, but I know I'll leave something out. If someone that has experience selling before could do that for me, I would appreciate it. Hopefully, this doesn't happen anymore.